My name is Estera.
This is the story of my life.
I am a woman, a heart, a soul, a daughter of God. I am a heart being healed, restored, purified by my God. I am a believer! I like to write. Expressing myself through such means makes me feel understood; I think writing is one of the strongest forces this universe will ever know. I love people, long walks, running, painting, reading, listening to worship music, talking, drinking coffee, feeling close to God, seeing new places, laughing, admiring beauty, being inspired, taking pictures, playing with my cat, looking at city lights at night, and feeling alive. Nature is the place where I feel at home, I adore absorbing everything that God gave us so unconditionally! I am a dreamer. I find myself meditating a lot, and I am very passionate about the issues that speak to my heart. I am currently single and completely satisfied through the One who has the power to quench my every thirst!! I think singleness is a very rare gift and should be treasured accordingly. It is a time of growth, learning, and..trustfully waiting. I have no doubt that the One who gave me a beating heart will one day bless me with a wonderful husband. However, until then, I choose to trust God’s timing and wisdom. God has been showing me that instead of being consumed with dreaming about the man I will one day marry- to focus on Him and becoming more like Christ. I want to possess the qualities that I desire my future husband to have and I know that this is possible only by spending time with God. My strongest desire is to have a real and authentic relationship with God! I want to live a life of complete surrender by giving Him everything that I am. I want to find my fulfillment in Him and love Him above all else!!! I want to live a life that is radiant and beautiful! My name means ”Esther” in Romanian and it really inspires me to live a life of courage and faith like her! My goal is to be set apart, radical, and different. God has been so good to me and I can’t help but praise His name and live for His glory! I strongly believe in purity before marriage, but I think this eternal treasure is still available for anyone who sincerely repents and changes his/her life by accepting Christ as Lord and Savior. My life has been extremely unique; looking back only makes me realize how passionately God has always been seeking me. I used to be so deaf to His voice..so unaware of His continuous embrace. On December 18, 2008, I returned home; accepting Jesus as my everything. He touched my heart in ways I can’t even start describing! Ever since then, He’s been refining me through the flames while constantly holding my hand. It hasn’t been easy, but it’s the only journey worth taking. Lately, I’ve been longing to let God design me into the woman He had in mind when He created my soul; a woman whose heart is truly feminine, alive, and faithful. I know my heart matters to God. He has a glorious plan for my life and I pray to live every day according to His will. Every moment, I am being transformed, changed, and shaped by the One who gave life to every living soul in this universe. I love Him dearly, desire to serve Him fervently, and dream about spending eternity in His presence..
I am a Muslim male and I am sure I am not as purer and cleaner as you are!!
You might want to watch a documentary called “The Alchemist of Happiness”, it’s available on Google video. Better yet you might want to read a book by that name. Let’s see if you like it.
Hi. I’m certain of the fact that ONLY God is the purest and cleanest! I, by no means consider myself above anyone, but rather below the ones around me. I watched the video and I found it pretty interesting. I was a little disappointed to not see a mentioning of any clear connection between the Bible and Al-Ghazali. Impressive to learn that the God-placed desire for truth within his heart made its way to the surface. Thanks for recommending that to me!
Glad you liked it!!